0ok last night (Friday)was warrens bday party bc his bday is dec. 24 and in dec. there aint much u could do bc its cold.. so he juss got a pool so he had a bday party pool party thingy but practically n01 went in and when i went in it was for like 5 minutes bc it was freezing so i got out mad quick.. but after i g0t out it seemed as if most of ( Read more... )

i wish anthony wasnt mad at me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck ( Read more... )

i l0ve these guys but.. maybe they jusS d0n`t want t0 be my friends if all they do0 is keep acussinq me 0f shit that i d0n`t do0.. maybe it`s supp0sed to0 end up that way.. but if i keep havinq to0 g0 thr0ugh with all this shit i w0n`t be here anym0re.(y0u d0n`t need to0 understand this.. it`s pr0bably better 0ff if y0u d0n`t..=/)

this week so far ive chilled wit my guys everyday.. its been mad fun!!! i love them so much bc i kno i could depend on them when im in deep shit..

Monday: i chilled wit john doug chris ant amy and melissa.. we chilled and i saw american pie for the first time and then we went down stairs and played tag which was soooooooo much fun bc we ran around ( Read more... )

last night i went to kristies and we chilled wit scott amy melissa and john... fun stuff

now tonight everyone is going to the movies i mean mad people i kno that these people are going...
sandy lisa fran melissa <-- ccs
me kristie amy melissa scott johnny anthony chris doug warren <-- pcms

thats all i kno whos going theirs probably more i think

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im soooo retarded i don't understand why i even do this to myself!!!!!!! i end up liking someone for a like month not tell anyoneeeeeeee keep it too myself, then end up liking me, BUT i still don't tell them i like them and THEN they end up liking someone else besides me!!!!!!! i always hafta get the fucking challenge of the other person ( Read more... )

I choose not to have someone as a BF right now BC i like to test myself. BC if i test myself then people cant hurt me and i cant hurt them. i lie about liking people toooo fuckinggg mucchhhhh. and that's when i hurt me, i don't show it but it hurts. but i will still continue to tell me people i dun like anyone cuz i don't and even if i did i wouldn ( Read more... )

juss makin sure i fixed u <33